~let the stars lead my way~

* Wednesday, April 30, 2008 *

19 + 1

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to jolyn
Happy birthday to ME!

I am 20 already, starting the life with “2” is really depressing. Thanks JEYS for making their time and spent the day with me, super grateful. The night before my birthday was planning to go YingJia house stay, but so last min my dad do not allow me to, super sad and angry. I joined them for breakfast after that jess need to rush to workplace for a department meeting.

We were planning where to go and what to do, so we finally decided to meet jess at marina square. We end up late cause I need to come back home and change. Sorry to keep jess waiting. After that we check out the price of KBox, it was rather cheap and worth it, so we decided to go sing. Really super worth it! Got free flow, snacks, potato chips and nuggets or fries!!

After that as usual take pics at toilet, shopping and we pop by orchard, initially plan was to grab my Crunpler bag, but the shop close already then I peek in, my bag no more le!!! Sadden.

Go to JJJJ hse, they surprise me with cake and then present before going home.

Sad part is that this year I never celebrate with family, no cake, no dinner nothing. Perhaps make it next year..

Thanks lao pos for the present and the super cute card!!
Thanks jjjj for the cute little turtle from KL..

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My present from JEYS

Super cute bear from precious thoughts @ citylink

WAAAHHHHHH!!! I kissed ya lun on my birthday~~ my shyssss kiss

JuSt Me~
11:10 PM

* Monday, April 21, 2008 *

The Night Alone

Nothing gets better than walking slowly home, listening to the favourite songs playing from my MP3, finding solutions and conclusions to the unfinished problems in mind...

IT ALL GET BACK TO : WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NEXT?

A wrong sms made me realise its already 20 Apr...I wish it was never wrong and never sent...

JuSt Me~
12:35 AM

* Sunday, April 13, 2008 *

What can be more worst than having a total of 5 bruises. = (

JuSt Me~
2:52 PM

* Saturday, April 12, 2008 *

四月金牛座分析

紫薇科技大师版：这个月整体运势不错，爱情上喜事连连，好心情与家人一起分享，显得格外幸福。工作会有些忙碌，不过仍然能顺利完成，收获也不错。投资方面需要多分析、多交流，准备工作做好投资才更稳当。

天缘大师版：既无紧张曲折的故事情节亦无大放异彩的人生插曲，牛牛顶多就是内心对某些事忽然产生强烈的感觉，但绝不会上升到实际行动。金牛女被自己的思维模式捆绑着，感情上怎么也潇洒豁达不起来。

星吧大师版:本月的牛儿们开始渐入佳境，中旬之前的日子都还好。这个月里会有一些重要的事情，既耗时又不好搞，弄得你有点累。需要你注意的是，有件事会让你一时拿不定主意，但你需要当机立断。

super true~ but its not 喜事 at all~~

JuSt Me~
11:12 PM

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I when back to work again~ haha. I really got see the bad side of people, I am so disappointed and angry. I cried yet again on Thursday. I am so sorry if the full timer got drag down by me. For sure I will miss everyone in the workplace except her, I wish I never go back again.

Went TopOne on Friday, singing is always so great! Love and miss lao pos a lot~~

On the way to bugis, I found patches of green on my hand realize its bruises, asked lao pos to rub for me and by the night my hand is patches of red, when I came home, I saw another one on my leg. I start to worry and went online to do some google search.

Conclusion: I am lacking perhaps Vit C.

My family keep on scaring me that is ghost who pinched me because I am naughty. But should not be, because it really hurts.

GROSS~

JuSt Me~
9:55 PM

* Monday, April 7, 2008 *

Disappointment

What I have been waiting had reached, although the outcome is what I wanted, but the result is not what I want. I am disappointed.

JuSt Me~
10:58 PM

* Sunday, April 6, 2008 *

Finished my work on Thursday and I started to miss my colleagues.

Really thanks everyone in the pics, learned a lot from the full timers there and also from my friends, I really enjoy the crapping and stress that we went through together for past months. Last but not least my boss suk fong, she really trusted me by letting me handle some entity and taught me a lot of things. All the best for her future!

Vegetarian pau that hui fang bought for us. BIG PAU!!
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Work had really made me forgotten all the dates and day, now it's already April man! Fri was ok as I feel the sense of comfort at home. Sat and today the boredom at home is really bad, I just walk up and down the house with my mind so blank. I walk to the kitchen open the refrigerator peek inside took nothing and close it back. Slack at my bed, do housework, online, play ds and rot like hell watching drama! This feeling is really bad, perhaps I am so used to pack myself at work so now I feel so empty doing nothing! If it is school holiday still better as I can revise my work~ but now nothing to do..maybe I should revise my work someday.

For the past few days, I had been thinking after watching the drama. What actually do I want to achieve in my life and practically the answer is nothing! Those that I always said sound so impractical. From now onwards, I really want proper planning and head towards a feasible and practical goal!

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For the next few days, I want to do some shopping to pamper myself after almost 2 months of work. I will rest 2 weeks before I head for another job, by next week I must start sending out resume! Go learn driving also. Hopefully I can accomplish what I said.

WOOHOO! The crumpler bag that I want!! SUPER EX! best part is that online wrote its currently out of stock!!!

Unknowingly, I have been in love buying watches. Lao pos always scold me when I buy watches, but my watches are those cheap cheap one la~ no worries. Today I saw a tangs booklet that comes together with the newspaper, OMG I was so in love with the watches in there, one can easily go up to $550! But it really caught my eye for god damn sake! FAINT!

I don't want history to repeat itself, I'm praying hard..

JuSt Me~
11:29 PM

* Tuesday, April 1, 2008 *

Fang birthday:

look at elaine!! lols
me and birthday gal
OH this sea lion, blew my hair and made it stinky!!

face as round as elephant!

HappY 20th birthday!!

Updates:

Life if full of unexpected events, never thought that I could actually work at Hewitt for so long and till now I still need to work.

Friday should be the last day but work cannot complete so Monday go back again! Yet again we cannot finish so went back today with high hopes that it will be the last day! Yet who knows work come in again and again till we cannot finish filing! DAMN going back tomorrow again!

Sometimes people just don’t know what they want. Towards education I am not that worry, I know that local university is hard for me. But I can always turn to private schools. Ever since the application to polytechnics gives me a hard bang on my head, I have take things easy. Take the long ways doesn’t means you are odd, u get to see different things that other don’t, every route is a learning experience. Now it comes to work, Stepping into the society makes me worry, I want to do shipping and I also want to try out Payroll with Hewitt, so confusing!

Parents always like to scare us kids which I don’t know why! My mom is sick for the past few days, ask her to consult a doctor she don’t want, ask her to eat med, she also don’t want. She is coughing and headache like hell. Due to concern I go to talk to her, she say things like it would be better if she sleep and never wake up. If it was in the past I sure tear on the spot, but now I have to grow up, I control and say she will not bear to left me. I seriously don’t understand why they would want to say these kinds of words to scare us.

WORK AGAIN TML!!

JuSt Me~
10:57 PM