At the verge of breaking down and yet what can I do? Perhaps I only know how to cry.
As I grow older then I realize, growing up is not easy at all, its not fun at all...
JuSt Me~
10:52 PM
Another week coming to an end, and there comes November, times seems to pass so fast unknowingly.
As usual I had no lesson on Wednesday and I stayed at home cooking lunch for me and mom, then clear rubbish in my lappy because there are so many shows inside that cause my laptop to lag like window 3.1 (first version of window).
Well, I feel that I had been so used to complaining, no matter is in terms work, school or even home. Complaint had seems to become a habit of mine, a very bad habit, I guess I must change for the better: to have more tolerance over stuffs.
Did I mention that my family will not be going to the Bangkok trip that was mention not long after my trip back from Genting? My dad say its dangerous, and yes news is saying there have been signs of flooding there. Today we went out for dinner, and my dad told me that the founder of genting highland group passed away, hmm felt a bit sadden can I have a share of his wealth?
For the month of Nov, I will be so busy, every of my weekend had been occupied by now, and looking at the test timetable, I will be so dead. But not that bad, I will have one week of break during the Deepavali week.
Today I end class so early, I end at 3.15 and my friend have test so I went home with Bel, she was craving for donuts after a few rounds of toilet for her in the morning. So I decided to accompany her to buy and bought some home too! I agreed to buy because of some post in shuangX2 blog that craved me. YUMMY donuts~!!! AND finally I remember to take pictures~ so rare of me. HAHAHA
out of my hunger, I ate this:
I am a person who dislike strawberry because in some food there is one weird smell, Bel recommend me this and i thought it's not bad~worth trying..
Reach home at around 4.30 and I watched tv, at the MTV chi channel, I saw jay chou: nui zai hen mang mtv and also zai zai: wo bu shi F4. Got the strong urge to but their album, im so dead, pay haven even come in and the thought of spending had come. I must control! I have to pay lots of debt first and I haven even for from driving~ sighs. I guess I am also good at something too, saying and not doing it. BIG SIGHS.
JuSt Me~
11:05 PM
Work for the weekends is tiring, and Sunday I finish work at 10.45pm. So late and I have to wake up early on Monday for school. I felt so tired. I complained about the tough job at JP and I swear never to go there again because the work there is so tiring and people just do not haven team work.
Tuesday test to me was rather easy and it cause me to worry because from what I experience it should not be so easy so I guess there must be something wrong, I think I just fill in all the answers wrongly.
After my test, I met jess and shuo ke at lotie 1. We just slack at the shop beside arcade, sat down and talk crap. Elaine came at 6.30 and we wetn for dinner while shuo ke go home. I was so hungry by then. I ate my lunch at 10 and until 6 plus then eat dinner, I was so freaking hungry that after our dinner at pasta mania, they accompany me to mac for an ice cream cone. At there to our surprise we saw jia jia de god ma and her kids.
edmun pics are in elaine hp..
After I reach home, I was so tired that I watched tv and lie flat on the sofa and do not want to move. I finish my school work and went to bed. I did not complete the work that I was suppose to complete. Sadden
Changes to my schedule:
I will be working tomorrow.
Friday a and b
Sat a
JuSt Me~
11:14 PM
Im back from the very exciting and fruitful Genting trip. Saturday morning, I woke up at 5.30am to prepare my stuff and get ready to go to beach road to board the coach. We board bus at 7.30 and I am so excited. The coach is the “cao yuan kuai ce” in Singapore they cannot activate the facilities only until when we reach Malaysia custom.
Get down the bus at the Singapore and Malaysia custom, after that the facilities on the bus were so good, I watch doreamon and also Donald duck. The chair was so good and after a breakfast break, I board the bus and fell a sleep. There were a few stops where we get to have toilet breaks. On the way up to the hilltop, it rained and I felt sad. Reach Genting at 2.30 and we check in at Resort hotel. The room got 2 queens size bed and the toilet and bath rooms were separated. Basin was outside, the bathroom is so small.
After unpacking stuff, we went to the indoor theme park to have our lunch. My little cousin (the one I took picture with at the Desaru trip) saw the merry go round, and wanted to take the ride, so my eldest aunt went to but the tix. She is so persist that she want to ride the horse that she like and my aunt had to help her find the horse.
After the ride, we ate KFC, the price is almost the same as Singapore. But the adults conclude that the chicken tasted nicer. Because my cousin parents were not there as they have to look after the younger child at the hotel, I got the chance to fed her, I peel the chicken for her. So nice, really can be mother liao. HAHAHA. Later the parent came then they ate and we go off to the outdoor theme park, I played everything except the water boat ride, because when we finish, it around 7.30 and we had to go off for dinner. The best ride I had was: 
I was so scare when I sat on it, the sit were not tight and I got so scared that I started to shiver partly because it is cold too. It went up and I hold on so tightly, after that it reach the top, we had to wait for it to fall, I open my eyes a bit and DOWN it go, my mouth was opened but no sound came out, can imagine how scare I was. Those 360 degree ride was nothing to me already. Haha
We finish our dinner and around 10 plus we reach the hotel, we shower and the adults were going to the casino. I cannot go, my dad waited till 11.30 and he fell asleep, so we all sleep at 11.30. woke up at 7 and make coffee. 8 plus we went down to this shop and ate breakfast, the things inside were chip and dale, so I asked my dad to buy me the happy meal so I can have the toy. HAHAHA, got a key chain. After that I bring my cousin and my brother to the snow city, really cold inside and the slide were much better than the one in Singapore. When we came out, our pants were not wet at all.
After that we went to arcade and played, we went back late to the hotel and we got no time to shower. After that we left and ate lunch. 2 plus we board the bus and left genting. On the way back I did not sleep much and it was pouring. When we are having dinner, my brother bought a packet of bubble gum and he was so scare that he will be caught of buying bubble gum, everyone in the bus is scaring him end up I have to smuggle for him (pray hard police dun read this post). We alighted behind Tang dynasty and reach home around 10.
My dad just came and tells me that November my aunts are going to Bangkok and December they are going KL. I don’t think we can go overseas so frequent because $$$.
I seriously think that if my lao pos all can make it after my poly graduation, Genting will be a fun trip for us.
Pics:
FoggY~
look calm?? I am so scare when i took this pic ( my dad and my eldest aunt, btw she is 52 this yr, so daring hor)
WhhEeeEEe
On the merry go round
My cousins (left one 5 yr old, right one pri 3)
JuSt Me~
10:16 PM
21 sept, Fri :
Went kbox, and then to jess ah ma house.
26 sept, wed: Had my PP presentation, was so scare and worry, but the outcome was fine i guess.
28 sept, fri:
Finally all of us were present. Met jess at 172, headed down to JP, and meet elaine there, go find fang fang, then wait for jjjj, then later eat dinner and some shopping. back to mega playground, we were preparing the candles and stuff while waiting fang fang to arrive cause she went supper with chio papa. when we are preparing, gosh i saw a meteor, i faster make a wish(secret). But I guess the chances are slim, cause it is not the first time i saw it in cck and dreams had always not come true. Im a greedy human.
i love this pic, we look relax...
Self relfection:
Proceeding to the last semester of year 3, I start to ponder, why time pass so fast but yet we look forward to the days ahead and not cherishing the days now.
Days had been hard in school with projects to rush and giving the best shot in lesson. Human’s nature is to complaint when they tends to get too stressed, so I guess after all the dislike and complaints, work still have be done so that we can all graduate.
Started to miss the days when I study and memories stuff off the textbooks, staying up late and woke up early in wee hours to mug. No matter how much we misses about the past, we cannot turn back, we only can look back, regret regret and regret.
Saying things that we want to do is easy, but when it comes to doing it, I guess reluctant comes is not that easy after all.
Looking at the bright side is always good, but why the clouds just seem to move in and envelop the light.
JuSt Me~
11:36 PM
Our lantern
