~let the stars lead my way~

* Friday, December 21, 2007 *

Updates

I am so lazy to online this few days, I would rather watch SCV than coming online. Suddenly just feel that online is boring. When I on my laptop, I will sign in msn hang my name there, check my school stuff, check email and browse blog, that it. I am even so lazy and busy to blog.

I am really tired this few days, ever since the start of the school holiday, I have not been sleeping early, almost everyday I went to bed on 2 am and woke up at 9 or 10 plus even my mom complaint about my dark eye rings.

There are so much things in my waiting list to be done, im so tired. I have to complete the fyp report by next week and yet I have so much doubt about it. Alternate days I have to work, I hate to go to work this few days.

For the past weekend I met lao pos. we watched Alvin and the chipmunks and phototaking.

Writing cards

Weekdays were just work and fyp. Mom went overseas on Thursday, only I sent her to airport, I see her walk through the gates and waving bye to me. She ask me to go home, everytime see her leaving I felt like crying, hold myself tight today and I did not cry but the feeling was there. I guessed I have grown up.

She called me and sms me when she is on the plane. Reached home about 7.30 watched tv and eat dinner. Got to go to bed now, tomorrow got to work.

12.35am

JuSt Me~
12:35 AM

* Tuesday, December 18, 2007 *

MUST WATCH

飛輪海 & S.H.E - 新窩MV..

they are so cute!!!

飛輪海 - 小小大人物...very nice mtv!!! MICKEY MOUSE!!!

anyone wan buy me their new album?? HAHAZ

JuSt Me~
1:35 AM

* Thursday, December 13, 2007 *

UrgE

How I wish I have never ending sum of money...

Strong Urge to spend some money

No Mood in studying since tml is the last paper for this year...

Boring cause 2007 gone soon, why not have 730 days a year?

JuSt Me~
11:44 PM

* Wednesday, December 5, 2007 *

time time time

A sudden urge to blog when I am suppose to study for my Friday understanding test. But I just cannot get myself to study, my mind is far away and I am just forcing myself. AND its 12.45am already

A sudden feel of why should we work so hard in life, I feel so tired. Time are just passing so fast, instead of me spending my time, I am chasing after time.

4 years after graduating
1 year to 21st
Few months away from 20
7 to 8 years before marriage

Im so scare now, real scare. Should I keep looking at the past and saying how beautiful it is or should I look ahead and counting how near are they from me. SHOO go away, can they don't come so fast, im just so irritated by time time time..

Time is X1000 worst than money. No money at least you can work or loan, but for time even you are the richest man in the world, you can never buy extra time.

JuSt Me~
12:53 AM

* Monday, December 3, 2007 *

Life....

Life is just like a board game.
You never know what is coming ahead
As you proceed, you learn and gain
You start to fulfill your mission in life
and till the end you feel the completeness of yourself.

Attended my cousin wedding last night, she is a very beautiful bride. She is a very beautiful girl by nature. Since young, I see her as a big sister and now she had grown so old that she got married. Life is so amazing and time past so fast now she has a duty as a wife.

Her dinner is full of tears and laughter. Video in the morning was aired, and I guess it was really funny in the morning when the groom comes fetch the bride. There is also a short animation. She thanked her mom and I think it is really touching. I even nearly cried, tears were rolling in my eyes. Stop and look back, your parents are really working hard to groom you and finally you are an adult already now you have to leave the shade of your parents and live in another family, a family of your own, I guess I understand how she feels. After everything, we took family photo. She hugged all the aunts and she cried, I guess that is really call gratitude and fulfillment of life.

Pretty Bride...

All the cousins...(no one is looking at this cam)

Me with my cousins..so cute

most satisfied pic of the day~ no fat hand~

I have spent my 19 years of life already, less than half a year later I will be 20, if I want to get married at 26-29, it would be about 10 years down the road, and for a marriage it takes a year to plan.

10 years seems long but actually its not that long after all, for my life next 10 years, I would need to meet the wrong people, find a life long partner, get my degree, and get a stable job. There are so much things that need to be done for the coming 10 years, who can imagine that the day will come, it will just be at a blinked of eyes.

At the age of 6, I said I don't want to attend primary school and look how amazing, I make it through and now I am a graduating polytechnic student. Who will know what is instill for us tomorrow..

JuSt Me~
11:39 PM