1 more week to suffer and I will be graduating. Feeling kind of happy to finish off my diploma but at the same time feeling sad to leave school.

Went to the educational fair last week, and career fair today. Feeling lost after this, schooling seems good, signing up with navy and army seems tempting too. CNY is coming and I have to start cleaning up the house, the first place to start off is my study place, it is currently in a big mess and I am so lazy to pack. This weekend I will start doing it.

Wednesday will be the FYP presentation and I am so afraid and worry about my performance. After that I will be free! Thursday I will skip class to reformat my laptop.

Today my classmate also a good friend was telling me about “Xin guang da dao 3” they are coming to Singapore to find 8 talents to join them in Taiwan for the competition. WOW I did not even know season 2 was over. She say she want to join and try out her dare, for that moment there was this urge for me to join too. I really like to hum around and sing at home, when I am studying, showering and singing along with the drama songs. Really got this urge to participate, but there are too much consideration, I am not up to it although I want to try out all the things that I can do before my life is up.

土象星座　　土象星座：金牛座、处女座、摩羯座。　　土象星座在情绪上是个十足的弱势团体。他们不善表达，也不善于处理情绪问题。所以在情绪无法发，而问题又不能解决的情况下，就只能在心里生闷气了。因此土象星座的人，脸上总是一副愁眉不展的样子，同时也老是觉得所有的人都不了解他。其实这样的情形大部分的原因都跟土象星座的不善表达有关系。

See no wonder my workplace people always say I like very moody, no is because I am not good and expressing my emotions.

Some more:

不解风情的12星座爱情白痴:

NO.1 金牛座
迟钝的爱情感知力在金牛男的骨子里天生就存在，在爱情方面反映迟钝恐怕是他们致命的弱点，即便你很直白的对金牛座男生说出自己心中的爱慕之情，他也要先哼哼唧唧几声，然后像突然领悟似的大叫一声：原来是这样啊！让你哭笑不得。
教战守则：
对于这种反应慢的金牛座男生，你最好是和他多多接触，多多沟通，耐心地等待，总会有那么一天会让你守得云开见月明！

Omg! Hopefully this only apply to guys.

JuSt Me~
11:27 PM

At this very critical moment, I should not be falling sick and grumble. BUT I am sick. Report need to be completed by hopefully tomorrow because we are meeting the supervisor.

I am now struggling with the editing of report with all the stress coming down and I am sick. I am running to the toilet due to diarrhea, stomach feeling so bloated and pain. Finally severe headache which made my mind spinning and unable to focus.

I so desperate for sleep and I wonder what time can I go to bed.

JuSt Me~
11:36 PM

I lost my ez link on the bus on my way to school, im sad that I lost it when it was like 3 more weeks to school closure. I wanted to keep it as a memorial but I just lost it like that. There are movie tickets and 3 J2EYS neoprint inside. I am really sad by this.

Since school reopen, I am so busy, preparing to finish up the FYP in time and give my last best shot in every module. Yesterday I even stay up to 12.30 to finish up the report.

At times when I break down due to stress, lao po will be there to help me cool down so I can carry on going. I guess that this is the kind of friendship that can accompany me through ups and downs, never to give up on me. I am really grateful that I have such wonderful lao pos. It must be my fortune to have them. Thank god.

Just quit my job today, I will finish up my schedule for this week. Actually I feel a bit sad quitting. I enjoy working there with the girls although sometimes I hate the politics there. Reason for me quitting is that I will be very busy for the coming week, the schedule I give is so little make me feel a bit bad. There are so many part timers working there, I am not so in need of money, why snatch place with people since they are in need of the money more than I do. I should just put all my focus in school and after cny I can start job and hunting for job.

For the further education, I just let it goes with luck, I will go apply but whether I get in or not it will all depends, I need to take the English proficiency test if I was chosen for the first round. The best part is English is the lousy subject of mine.

I guess an organizer really helped a lot in my life, I get more organized and I can take note of all the important dates.

My dad sold away one of the fishes, although I always complaint I hate them due to the smell, but when I see them bringing away the fish there is this unwillingness from the bottom of my heart. Finally I realize I like that fish, I always have fun bullying and yet scare of it. I guess everything that comes into your life, no matter is it important or not, it will take root in your heart, when it is leaving there will be this reluctance to let go, just like my ez link that had accompanied for almost 3 years.


Such an emotional post...

JuSt Me~
11:26 PM

Tomorrow school reopen already then I am left with 4 weeks of school = 12 days and consist of 3 test.

There are so many things that I want to blog, I guess I have to slowly write in all.

2007 is over, during the year, I gained a lot and grew up a lot. Happiest time of the year I guess would be the time spent with J2EYS doing crazy stuff and of course the quality time spent with my family, lastly not forgetting my school time.

The most unforgettable experience would be attending SHE and liang jing ru concert, get to go Malaysia (desaru and genting), really great eye opening experiences. Speaking of liang jing ru concert, I dun quite like her but she really got a good voice, went to her concert with my colleague and I really enjoy the night with all the good songs sang.

Sat:

I did not go to NTU for the top students, partly I am alone cause jjjj sick, the most valid reason is because im tired, since the start of the holiday, I did not have ample sleep. Im now a senior panda.

Met Elaine and fang lao po to go jurong east to grab my covered shoe because tomorrow lesson I need to go to lab and need a covered shoe. Although I have one, but I want a new one! After that we proceed to bugis. See a lot of jeans that I got interest of buying, confirm buying 2 jeans, but not sure of the design yet. Im broke~! I spent over hundred bucks within 2 weeks, im dead.


After that jess lao po met us to have dinner after her work. We started to hunt for the wan ton mee shop that fang said was nice. But we could not find the place, so we gave up and ate wan zai. The food is not bad. Really feel so nice to dine with lao po, so sad jjjj could not join us because she is sick. Im going to plan one real soon to discuss our cny trip, haha.

On the way back home, I was talking to jess, really love talking to her. Talk to her let me know that I am not the one that is tired, she is far more tiring than I do, she did not complain so much yet I am complaining so much about my life. There are things that we yearn for but we do not cherish, then when we dun have, we hunger for one. She think so differently that made me understand the other side of life, I need not go university a diploma might also be successful in another way. Well it all depends on me.


JuSt Me~
11:04 PM

My 2008 resolution:

1. to finish my diploma beautifully and get on with studies
2. go and learn driving and get driving license
3. to become a better person ( a. lesser temper, b. more social able)
4. get a good job or good course after polytechnic
5. slim down
6. more savings
7. more organized life (more time with friends)


Well there are some more which I think it should not be mention it shall be kept for myself. So fast its 2008! Wow I still at 2004 is not long ago. Blink blink its 2008 already!

There are so many things to update: Christmas eve, Christmas day and new year day eve. Can don’t read if not interested.

Christmas eve:

Went to Jessica’s church, the presentation was ok, at times we feel like sleeping cause it was so boring. Then the friend of the church talking it got worst. Until the video clip I was so touched and I cried, I cannot resist my tears from falling when I see all this, im sorry. Then they pray for those who needs it, although I am not a Christian but since I am there, I should follow them, it’s a respect.

After that we are so lost, went to jess hse wait for her to change her clothes, after that went downstairs, not knowing where to go. So we wondering to join the guys or not we want countdown yet we hate crowds. We board the cab not knowing where to go, the uncle also dunno where to drive us to. Haha, we end up at geylang to meet the guys.

Walk all around geylang not to find the guys but to explore until we walk from lor 1 to lor 13 we finally decided to meet the guys. Met them and they are finding place to eat. So we count down while finding place to eat. After finish eating, took cab to Clarke quay to take NR3 home. Reach home at 2 plus 3 I guess (cannot remember).

Christmas day:

Met J2eys to eat dinner together. Elaine went to jjjj house after church and I joined around 3 plus I think. Reach there, both were watching show so I played my NDS and I felt tired so I slept on jjjj bed. After that I woke up oh my is already 5 then jjjj worst was suppose to bathe then she sleep at her mom room for 50 min. met fang on 172 and reach jp about 6.30. have to wait for jess and she is tired and pain. But she did come and then we eat Swensens. As usual we laugh while eating. After eating we went to jjjj house. Suppose to play heart attack or some game but we ended up with chatting and laughter of them playing bandage.

New year day cum NYD eve:

A very exciting day I guess. We are suppose to fit into our secondary school skirt. Wow after so long never wear find it so “song” (nerd) to wear knee length skirt and all the way up to the belly button. Elaine, jjjj and me wore our uniform and go over to Stamford house, where the party begins. We were slightly later as usual. Haha cause we are girl ma.

Upon reaching we wait a while and then eat dinner. Then eat until 8 plus almost 9. im so full by then. We girls started to play heart attack and bluff. I really dun like bluff, Im not good at lying. Then later the guys finish eating time about 10 plus I guess, then we play game plan by them. They print the class photo of 3a, 3b, 4a, 4b and then we were to pick and then find ppl who match up to the same photo and then guess the classmate with all face covered! Heng I got 3b, which I think is easier for me. Then heng nv lose ah! If forfeit is find neighbour ask for rubbish, chocolates and take pics. After that play the acting and guessing game and they never forfeit. Then countdown, play card and drink sprite with vodka as forfeit. End of the day almost all the guys where so drunk, face so red. Then they went home, we stay with poh li, george, jun hong and a drunk Stamford. Stamford went to bed, jun hong sent others home, we played cluedo! Nice game!

Went to jjjj house to pick up our bag at 7 plus, after some time Elaine and me decided to go home then reach home I K.O until 2.15, wanted to go back to bed but too hungry, wake up want to cook maggi mee, to my horror! My house ran out of maggi mee all thanks to my brother! Eat bread and elaine’s mom de love letter.

Went out with dad and sis to do some grocery shopping at yew tee at 6, now im tired and sleeping real soon!

OH, I cut my hair, real short right now. Pics will be uploaded asap ^-^ happy new year!

JuSt Me~
11:57 PM