~let the stars lead my way~

* Wednesday, September 12, 2007 *

2.04 am

Wow look at the time now, 1.41 am. It’s really late and I do not have the mood to sleep, perhaps because of the holiday period I had been sleeping late and I cannot get into deep sleep, one noise will just wake me up.

Monday I got my class roster, I only have to school on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. As for Wednesday as usual at most I have to go back till 12pm. There is so much time for me next semester. I have to work or do something useful and not waste my time off. Saying about my class roster, I happen to be same class for one module with this girl which 5 girls have conflict with. I hope to view it in a way that it is not that I am suay to be being placed in the same class as her but in a way that she is sent to test my patience and hopefully things turn out good and not as bad.

Also on Monday, I went back for the regular dental check-up, my doctor say that I had been maintaining my teeth well but just that I got the very wrong way of taking care of my gums. I even got a kind of gum disease. On the spot, she refers me to another doctor which would clean and polish my teeth. I expected to bleed a lot but I never thought that it would be so pain, I even weep. The moment I open my eyes, inside is all filled with water and the blood never seems to stop. By the time I get to see the mirror, my gums are all reddish. PAIN. I really advice people who had not seen a dentist faster go for one, if not the pain will accumulate and it gets real bad.

4 days before school reopen and I had not complete my stuff that I am suppose to do during this holiday, I am really a good talker but my body just get rusty and not move. I better finish that poster by today.

Hmm look at the sky, going to rain soon, the wind are howling. Will I get a good sleep tonight? Please I really need some rest before I break down. Friday hopefully will get to meet all lao po and we can have a nice chat and a nice dinner.

During my free time, I always imagine everyone of them getting married and really felt happy for them, well as for me, im lost, cause I cannot even know what is the next step.

JuSt Me~
2:04 AM