~let the stars lead my way~

* Sunday, August 12, 2007 *

my dream...

A sudden feel that I am deprive from my dream. After much consideration, I decided to go to university because my lao po encourage to do so and I thought my family is financially capable. BUT just now, I think that is dream will forever stay as a dream.

Just now, my dad went into the room and tell my sis to pay her own school fees, her school fees is expensive because is private school, it goes up to 7000 per semester. I am thinking my dad must be kidding on her because I always did some calculation that his money is sufficient to spend on us, however my sis thinks it is possible that he cannot afford because sometimes she see my dad bank transfer money. GOSH, that means I cannot go university I have to come out and work to live on my own. No more university say bye to NUS. I just check, I think it will cost 6 thousand odd per year. OMG

Well, have to see what will happen in the coming months, no one knows what will happen.

JuSt Me~
10:25 PM